May 2012 archive

Looks Like I Committed to Outdoor Refine Twice a Week for Four Weeks. OK With You?

Last week, Brynn, the founder of my workout obsession Refine Method, invited me to a test run of their brand new outdoor workout program called ReGroup. The actual program consists of eight outdoor classes during June and includes an assessment. The program is designed to help you hone your healthy habits so the changes you experience aren’t just this month, but last in the long term as well. From the website:

ReGroup is Refine’s new semi-private training program that goes outside the studio—both literally and figuratively. ReGroup offerings include comprehensive assessments, indoor and outdoor Metabolic Resistance Training classes, and healthy habit education and support. ReGroup is for clients who are serious about their goals and looking for an immersive program to get them there.

Most of us know how to live a healthier life, we just don’t do it consistently. We eat well during the week and then binge on the weekends; we begin a new workout program passionately and then lose interest. Then, we reach a point of frustration (or even desperation) and try to change our bodies by radically changing our lives.

ReGroup is not an overhaul or detox, it’s a structured and supportive program that helps you upgrade your daily habits so you reach your goals.

We start month one of ReGroup in June with a commitment to exercise. We’re asking you to commit to 8 intense, full-body outdoor workouts. Smaller groups, new exercises and new equipment will demand more of you.

 From there, we will build on your workout commitment, adding healthy habit coaching. Through our sessions, we will improve how you eat, sleep, work and think. Are you ready to do the work?

I went to this trial class with no intentions of actually signing up for the program. The commitment aspect terrified me. I highly value my free time and while I go to Refine all the time, I pick and choose when to go based on my schedule and whims. And I love my workouts, so why would I want to do something different?

I didn’t know what to expect at the ReGroup class, but I was happy to hear the format is just like that of any Refine class: Warm up, power section, three circuits with a heart rate set, a core-focused finisher and then the cool down. I get anxiety when I don’t know what to expect at a new workout because I like pacing myself, so knowing the format was familiar ahead of time was a big comfort.

So, indoor Refine classes are really hard. They never get easier (although I do get stronger) and I leave every class feeling like I got my butt kicked.

Refine Method ReGroup
[Refine instructors ReGrouping]

The outdoor ReGroup class, however, kicked my butt harder than I knew possible.

For example — after each circuit we did a heart rate interval that consisted of a run around Stuyvesant Park. The park is pretty small, and this run around the block is not very far. But these three separate laps were the hardest running I have ever done in my life, and when I returned to the group I was literally panting. Borderline wheezing. Even in my fastest races where I push myself as hard as possible and feel like I’m not going to make it — I never felt like THAT. I could not have run another step and just when I felt like I had nothing left in me, it was time to start the circuit all over again!

You think you couldn’t possibly do that all again. Six circuit exercises + two other exercises + lap around the park. Again. And again. But you do it and surprisingly, each circuit feels easier because you’re more familiar with the exercises and have the hang of it.


[I’m actually in this class, but I’m the only person who didn’t make it into this photo. I’m too far to the right.]

As for the actual exercises, some were familiar, like pushups. I did well with those because among all the newness, it felt comfortable doing a move I recognized. We also did planks, another exercise I do often. But most of the exercises were brand new to me and those were the challenges. Wearing booties over my shoes and sliding back and forth on a sliding surface, I was sure I’d fall right over. I was actually absurdly terrified. I took it slow for the first circuit while I familiarized myself with the exercise and practiced not falling on my face, and it was easier the second time. By the third circuit, I had it. I felt great about my ability to slide back and forth with my butt sticking out and not destroying my face.

We did pull-ups on our backs with two bars. We balanced with one foot on a box while the other foot had to touch the ground behind us (another exercise where I worried about falling at first but by the third circuit it clicked — and that balance is good for the core!). In that photo above, you see the beginning portion of the class where we alternated between waving big heavy ropes around and jumping in and out of ladders. It was a very intense way to begin the hour.

When we did lunges with kettlebells, I went right for the medium weight kettlebell, avoiding the heavy one. Brynn saw me lunging:

“Why do you have the medium kettlebell?”

“I took it.”

Needless to say, my affair with the lighter bell was over.

During the entire ReGroup class, I kept thinking, “Thank G-d I never have to do this again.”

When the class was over, I signed up for the program.

I swear, I didn’t think I would do that. I’m so happy with my regular Refine classes. I am loving outdoor running. I hate getting dirty and while I love running outside, I prefer my other workouts to be indoors. I’m also working on getting faster and racing more often. I’m signed up for three races in June! Also, I’m going away for three concerts (Steve Winwood, Phish and Dave Matthews Band), so committing to eight workouts is tricky.

At the same time, I’m comfortable in my workouts. And when you’re comfortable is the best time to challenge yourself. ReGroup forced me out of my comfort zone. I could use a little kick in the tush. Everyone can. And I know myself enough to know I need outside motivation, and this is it. Like any Refine class, the hour flies by so even though it is extremely tough, it’s over quickly. To get a better sense of what to expect, you can watch a video that shows parts of the class. 

Afterwards, I was dirty, sweaty and spent. And I felt AMAZING.

Even though I desperately had to pack for my trip to Cancun, I didn’t want to go home because I had so much energy! So instead I went to the Farmer’s Market and bought peach wine, I went to Lululemon and bought nothing, and I went to Houston’s and bought a veggie burger.

Knowing how crazy my June already was, I emailed Andy and said “Looks like I committed to outdoor Refine twice a week for four weeks. OK with you? ” Ha. While June will be slightly overwhelming — committing to two ReGroup classes a week + running + races + work + concerts — I know it will be even more exhilarating.  ReGroup will give me the added push I need to get me out of my comfort zone and whip me into better shape. While I am slightly nervous, I am really, really excited for the challenge. I hope that by the end of the month, I can run a lap around the block and still be able to breathe at the end. That will be my true test of success!

Well, that along with the official assessments.

And I bet it will help me become a faster runner.

Would you ever commit to something like this?

 

UAE Healthy Kidney 10K Race Recap: My Brain During a Race

Inside the mind of a neurotic runner who is still not sure, when she wakes up on race morning, if she plans to try and PR or not.

Getting ready

Since I PR’d in a 10K last month and I hope to do so next month, I might as well have some coffee this morning. I’ve had coffee before running but never before racing. Now’s a good a time as any to see how this goes.

Time to film my first webcam video for work, the “Before” of a “Before & After” for our new BB Cream. Have to do this well, I only have time to do it once. Hm, this pink running shirt won’t look good on camera, I’ll change to a blue one.

Damn. I forgot to point out my dark circles and dry skin. Oh well, I think the video came out pretty good.

I wish I didn’t put my watch on until after this video.

Oh! How do I get my iPod Nano off shuffle? Quick Google Bing (hi Matt).

Commute

Other 10K runners at the PATH station! It makes sense, since Jersey City is full of runners but for some reason I didn’t expect to see others here.

Playlist! I never made a playlist. How does this on-the-go playlist functionality work? Oh, this is easy. A little short, but good playlist.

Oh look, another runner sitting across from me on the second train. I like that.

Central Park before race

No lines on the Porta Potties!

It’s actually warm for 7:15 am. I can stand in this sunny patch of grass until the race starts.

Wow, this porta potty hasn’t been used yet today! The toilet paper is still wrapped in paper. This is SO COOL. Who else can say they were the first in a porta potty?

I can’t get this brand new toilet paper started! Why do I just keep ripping off small pieces. Where is the end??

I love when porta potties have anti-bacterial.

This corner behind the fence is a perfect place to store my fleece during the race. Maybe it will still be there after. Otherwise, I won’t miss it.

“Hello? Melissa, hi, I’m in the bathroom, I’ll be right out.”

Corral

I’m just going to run how I feel comfortable. I’ll decide then if I think I can PR.

I’m in a slightly slower corral than my own but I’m at the front of it, so once they collapse it will all be the same.

This weather is perfect! Sunny, beautiful, warm but not hot.

Mile 1

Time to see how my new Nike+ SportWatch GPS does during this race!

This is crowded.

I can’t move. I can barely walk, let alone run.

WHY are there walkers ahead of me? Were they checking bibs at the corrals?

Argh! If you’re going to just stop, MOVE OVER TO THE SIDE. I’ve had to stop during a race before. I went to the side. If you stop in the middle, I MIGHT RUN OVER YOU.

Omg. Too crowded. This is frustrating. NYRR really needs to cap these races lower. I thought this at the Scotland Run but this is much worse.

Melissa Z is running fast! I wonder if she will PR if we stay together the whole time.

I better follow Z along the outside of the pack, this is just way too crowded and I want to RUN.

Ah, break free. Floor it.

I’m right ahead of Z and oh look! A race photog! ARMS UP HELLOOOOOOOOO!!!

Where’s Z? Oops. Lost her.

Hmm 9:30 pace? OK, I am definitely not PRing today. That’s OK.

Where is Z? I can’t stop looking around for her.

Mile 1 over already! That was quick.

Mile 2

I can’t believe the crowds aren’t getting any better.

WALKER IN FRONT OF ME. Must get out of way now. Where is an opening between all these runners? Why is everyone running so slowly? I AM GOING TO SLAM INTO THIS PERSON I CANNOT SLOW DOWN IN TIME HELP.

Phew. Dodged that person. Why is no one moving over to the side? Why weren’t the corrals checked? The corrals are there for safety!

Running on the outskirts is good, at least I can move over here.

DAMN IT. There’s the water station all the way on the right and I missed it! When I PR’d at the Scotland Run, I stopped at every single water station and now I believe that is the key to race success and I MISSED THIS ONE. GRRRRR.

I forgot to discuss the water stops at the Scotland Run in my recap. I’ll have to mention it when I write this one.

I feel like I am pushing so hard but my pace seems slow for my effort. I guess today is just not my day. That’s OK.

Wow, this uphill is tough. Much tougher than when I ran the Scotland Run. Why does this feel so hard? Slooooow down.

Harlem Hills DOWNHILL time! THIS is where I love to run fast.

Wait, why aren’t the people around me speeding up? Are they . . . slowing DOWN? Why? This is a down hill!

Too much weaving for a down hill. Ugh. What is wrong with EVERYONE today?

Ah, there’s some relief. Yay for fast downhill running!

Mile 2 is over. Maybe the road will clear up now.

Mile 3

OK this is hard.

Keeping a 9:30 pace feels impossible. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone to Refine last night. But I went the day before the Scotland Run and that went well. Next time I rest the day before a race.

A water station! Yes!

Ah, much better. But I still can’t seem to maintain an OK pace. Too difficult.

Maybe I’ll still run into Z, she started off so fast. Where is she?

What will I eat for breakfast? Andy brought home a pretzel croissant, we can split that. But that won’t be enough.

Oh! I can put eggs on my half! I never thought to do that before. How will it taste? Will it be good? Or will eggs ruin the amazingness that is the pretzel croissant?

Why am I pushing so hard? I know I’m not PRing today. Maybe I should just slow down now and enjoy the rest of the run.

No. When I run on my own, I can’t tolerate any discomfort so I never push hard. Whenever I have a really fast run with splits in the 8s, it’s because it feels natural. I never push myself to run fast.

The only time I can tolerate any discomfort while running is during a race. This is why I love racing! I’d never know what I am capable of otherwise.

I need to sign up for more races. I need to show up for more races that I’ve signed up for. Races ARE my speed training.

I could slow down now since I’m not going to PR, but then I’ll waste my opportunity to push myself. I commuted all the way here at 6:30 am, I might as well do my best.

Mile 4

OH! My GPS isn’t on!

And this mileage is way behind where I am in the race. So . . . is my pace not what the watch says? This foot pod is not accurate. Why didn’t my GPS kick in? It always kicks in in Jersey City. With all the problems I had with my Garmin, the one place is always got GPS was Central Park. What the hell?

I can’t believe I can run so much faster than I used to without any knee pain. I remember when every single run, even 3 mile runs, caused terrible pain in my knee.

At my first 10K ever, my knee started hurting around this time. It killed me for the rest of the race! What a difference now.

When did my knee get better? Let’s see . . . my last run with pain in my knee was the Divas Half Marathon. That was October, 2010. I started taking Refine in December 2010 and haven’t had knee pain during a run since — not even my marathon or fastest half marathon.

I think Refine is the reason my knees got better. And the reason I got faster.

Brynn always corrects me by pushing my body slightly more forward than I naturally stand. When I remember to make that correction while I’m running, I definitely can speed up because my body weight isn’t holding me back as much.

What would I do without Refine? Thank G-d they opened a downtown location because I don’t know what I would have done otherwise now that I moved.

This is a nice breeze.

This race is too hard. At least the miles are flying by. I remember how it seemed to take forever at the Women’s Mini 10K because I was pushing so hard. I’m glad it doesn’t feel like it’s taking forever today. I’ll be done soon.

I HATE this little uphill that comes before we get to go down Cat Hill. Push through. Why am I slowing down so much on every up hill? I’m usually OK during hills.

I have no idea what my pace is. How fast am I going? I’ll check how much time has elapsed. I love how easy it is to switch through the stats with the Nike watch.

Water station. Yum.

Hey race photographer! Look at me! Why are you fiddling with your camera? HERE I AM!

OW. Sudden stomach spasm. Ugh.

I want to hear Press It Up. Oh wait. That’s the song that just ended. Oops.

Mile 5

One mile left. I can do this!

My body automatically pushes harder and runs faster towards the end of a race. This is not even a conscious decision.

WHOA nausea. Omg. I am going to vomit.

I suspect the coffee + a faster speed than I should be running. I am not having coffee before a race anymore. I think that contributed to this entire race being so hard. Glad I tried but never again.

The choice is between running fast and possibly throwing up, or slowing down and finishing feeling good. I already know I’m not PRing so I might as well slow down.

Ahhh. That’s better. I still feel sick but I don’t think I will vomit before the finish line.

I do like this down hill.

I wish I knew my real pace.

This last mile always takes forever.

Uphill, grr. Push through.

The course narrowed. Why is everyone going so slow? I’m sick of weaving but I need to finish this so I can be done.

Hey! My fleece isn’t in the spot where I left it. I wonder if NYRR volunteers threw it away. If you see something, say something.

800 meters to go. OK.

Mile 6 – 6.2

Why does the last .2 always feel so long?

400 meters to go. The finish line is so far away. And up a hill.

I don’t have enough in me for a final push. Just keep moving.

I can’t even smile for this race photog. I have nothing left.

200 meters to go.

Ooh La La is playing. I normally love running to this. I wish I could appreciate it. I just can’t.

Look at watch. The mileage is all wrong, but the time says 55:00 and something. What?

The finish line is close. Still too far. Still up hill.

Half-assed attempt at a smile for this finish line photog.

    

DONE

Look at watch. I didn’t PR but what does this my time mean? I will deal with this when I get home and see my official time.

Cover hand with mouth to try and hold back vomit.

Make my way to the water.

Take a cinnamon raisin bagel.

Need to get out of park. Sneak out of the race under a barrier. Get yelled at by NYRR volunteer.

Nibble small piece of bagel. Feel much better.

I am so glad that is over. That was so hard.

Commute

Alone in the subway car.

Guy second train who also ran race chats with me about my watch.

Crazy guy on second train calls out from across the train to ask if I ran a marathon.

Crazy guy does not stop talking. Smile politely and keep reading.

I’m a little cold with the AC on but I’m fine without my fleece.

Back home

First thing’s first – record “After” of my “Before & After” video for work. Took three takes but I’m happy with the end result. Still forgot to mention my dry skin and dark circles. At least I mentioned my age this time.

Make scrambled eggs on pretzel croissant. Yes, delicious.

Check NYRR website for official time.

Official NYRR time: 55:41
Average pace: 8:58/mi 

WHAT! Wow. Not a PR, but faster than my previous PR before last month’s. My second fastest 10K race ever!

The first time I ran the Healthy Kidney 10K in 2010, I PRd with 1:00:37, although that PR only lasted a month.

I wish my GPS worked so I had accurate splits. I want to analyze the hell out of this! At least I can see which miles were quicker relatively. Although they all seemed to be around the same pace.

Let me check my watch. OH! The GPS was switched to “Off.” How did that happen? I didn’t touch the settings.

F*cking lemons.

I wonder if I’ll have any race pictures. I wonder if I’ll look like I’m dying.

When can I run a 10K race at an average pace of 8:58 and call it a bad run, that is a very good sign.


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